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Families Are Forever

I was watching Miley and Lacie tumbling about and giggling together. They were so happy in each others company that it made my heart glad to see it. I smiled at them playing together. My Miley with her dirty blond curls and blue eyes and Lacie with her wispy brown angel hair and her dark eyes, how I loved them both! but wait! could i love anyone as much as i love Miley? I interrupted their play to scoop Lacie into my arms. I hugged her to me and she sweetly rested her head near my shoulder. My heart filled so full of love for her that it ached, and i wept tears of rejoicing to be able to finally have her with me! i do love her just as much as i love my Miley. i love them both so very much! "But you don’t have Lacie, yet, Sabrina!" but she is here! she is in my arms! "No, you are only dreaming." My heart seemed to break as I hugged Lacie to me tighter, not wanting to let her go. but then i woke up and could hear Miley squirming in her crib. I pulled myself away from my night visions and hugged Miley to me. Her diaper was soggy and no doubt her tummy was hungry. Brightly, "Good morning my angel!" and then softly, "I love you." she smiled at me and we went out of the room together in search of a dry diaper and some breakfast. Lacie will be a part of our family when the time is right, my little brown haired Lacie whom i long to hold. I hope she can come to us soon, but soon or late I am looking forward to that time.

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my two favorites

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just another manic monday

outside it’s raining. it must be the first minutes of monday morning. is it september already!!  a rainy september morning – kelly is breathing heavy next to me in bed and miley is sleeping restlessly in her cradle. i can hear her moving about and making baby noises. I’m in a good place (and i don’t mean Provo, although Provo is a nice place). i mean i’m in a good place in life. besides being awake on this early morning rainy september first, i am feeling content because Heavenly Father and I are working on a project together – me! and i’m turning out pretty good so far, thanks to Him. Actually, the best thing about me is Miley, so it’s thanks to her, too.
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